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lore formed 13.8 billion years ago, I have lived in many different forms and this is by far the most complex form yet. traveling throughout space I have somehow found my way here on earth and my journey is by far not over yet. My childhood hasn’t been very great I’ve been bullied, & emotionally abused. online I have been bullied, emotionally abused, ghosted or blocked immediately after the person met me or later on, harassed, and cyber stalked. but I never had much emotions to begin with LOL. I have made a document about a toxic discord server and I don’t mind making more documents for toxic people. I’m like a vigilante I won’t let anyone get away with treating anyone badly. I’ve never talked much and not very loud either but I feel like it has something to do with my childhood. as a child I was very blunt and would tell the truth no matter how harsh it sounded and ofc ppl would get offended and that kind of makes not want to speak ever again yet those are the same ppl that be lying straight to my face or someone else. I’m very loyal to my friends and I try not hurt their feelings or offend them. I am hyper aware which is both a gift and a curse. I am aware no one truly cares about me as much as I care for them. I’m gonna be so fr rn I actually want to be clingy but I don’t want to be annoying or bother anyone so I look very distant. I believe we are all connected no matter how good or bad anyone is. we all have skin, bones, flesh, stardust, & energy. consciousness is just a feature that not every living species need because if consciousness was that important every living thing would have it. you do not need consciousness to be connected to the universe. energy never dies, it only transfers. I’m also more emotionally intelligent than most people which is another gift I have. I’m cosmically gifted. I am light. I also really admire kind people. I’m a part of a system of 100+ alters and yes I had some “friends” treat me badly because of it but luckily some of my friends don’t mind, I have amnesia as well. sometimes I have emotions sometimes I don’t have emotions but I would prefer to have no emotions at all. I don’t plan on making any more friends because majority of my past “friends” didn’t treat me so well. There are toxic people everywhere and I’m aware I won’t be able to avoid all of them.